Hello World.......      Well, its been a few to many days again, but I'm here again.Its been freezing cold outside, the last few days. Supose to get back into the fourties today. Will see.

                 Things are about the same as they have been here. Krises Auant died a couple weeks ago. She has one Uncle left. He and his wife came to visit Kris this week. I guess they had a good time talking about old and new things, as well about me. At the funerl she met Realatives she has'nt seen for years. Kris was really happy about that, because they gave each other E-mail addresses to write each other.

                 My daughter's 26th birthday was Feb. the 11th. Still havent seen or heard from her in years. I sure miss her and Maybe someday, she will get out from under her Mothers thumb, and try to get back in touch. My Son's birthday is in april the 16th. Same with him, no contact. Its hard sometimes keeping all my feelings in about my kids. Something will pop up on T.V. and I'll get a lump in my throat and wounder what they are doing. Its hard to beleave that there Mom can bribe or pay them off with Money to stay away, but she dose.

              I finally got Kris out of the house a couple weeks ago. We went out to eat at this Bar and Grill, where on Fri and Sat they have Kereokey. Kris even got up to sing a few times. It was a real nice time for us. On Valentines day Kris was'nt feeling well, so Fri, I finaly got to take her out for Pizza. We both were Hungry for it. It was really good too.

               Well, you all take care, and I'll be around to see you all.                Marvin

Hello World.......    Well this week was no different than the others. Our Doctors bills are killing us. Not enough money to go around. Somehow we always make it though. The weather here last week was great, in the 50s. Untill yesterday, when a cool front moved through and coolled things down. It started raining, sleeting and then snow. It dident stay long, back into the forties today and tomarrow. I dident do anything speacial  this week, to lazy. The most I do is take care of my horses, my dogs and my wolf, which dosent understand she is a wolf. She gets babied to bad. She is a house wolf too, and just loves the attention she gets. They all get along great though.

                  Kris has been really hurting lately, and dosent do much, mostly sleeps, so I try and find things to do. Washing cloths right now. Just got back from the coffee shop, talking with the guys, and all the Bull. Gets preaty deep some times. Well you all take care, going to go find something to eat. I'm not a cook, so it won't be much. Talk to you all later,

                                                                                                             Marvin

Hello World....               Ever notice, the older we get, the more we're like computers?

               We start out with lots of Memory an Drive, then we eventually become outdated, grash at odd moments, aquire errors in our System, and have to have our parts replaced.

              Sounds just like me at this time. This will get better too. You all take care, and I'll see you all later.                                                                               Marvin

Hello World.......        Yes, its me, I'm back. Its been a long time, I know. Even longer for me, sence I have never stopped thinking about all of you. I hope to get around to all of you, and catch up with all of you.

              I turned Fifty back in June, on the 13th. Did nothing speacial for it, but sit at home.Nothing new for me anyway, thats all Kris and I always do. I've been so sick of our life, the way it is. We are just existing. Nothing new with nowhere to go. I got so down in the dumps, I did'nt know what to do. Our life is like the movie, Ground Hog Day. Every day we wake up to the same old thing. It got so bad, I lost interest in most everything. It even effected me and how I felt about comeing in here, and trying to think of something good and nice to write about. I'm Sorry for that. Nothing has changed except I know I need to find a way to get things going again. The new year is coming up, and its got to be better then this year has been.

             On a good note, one thing has changed for Kris. Sence her surgery in March, she has lost 60 some pounds, and more coming off. She looks better, feels better, and gets around alot easier. I'm so happy for her.

             Well enough for now, I'll try to keep in touch with you all, alot more now. You all take care, I've missed you, and see you soon.                                  Marvin